Who am I and what am I doing here?

Who am I and what am I doing here?

I initially publicized this text back in October 2012 as a Facebook status. This one simply needed to get out. It‘s kinda reflection of my (in that moment) 22 years of existence and even today, I can undersign that. Following text is autobiography about life of not only one person. It is not a confession or sentiment – I have so much inner peace that I can solve my stuff on my own. However, I feel the need to give you this text because I was lost for the majority of my life without realizing it… And if you feel lost sometimes too, maybe you‘ll find this useful. When I recently found out that ME is not the real ME, i felt a bit confused. But let’s not skip the important stuff. Just like you, I was born some time ago. During my life I gained experience and was preparing myself for life of an „adult“. My vision was clear – to use my clever brain so that I‘ll have a lot of money and lot of unrestrained sex. I rejected a few girls and a few girls rejected me. Back then I viewed that as a „bad“ experience, today I just see that as an experience. It was never „worse“ than I imagined it on my own. I analyzed that and moved on, finding that I don‘t need to repeat these „mistakes“ again. By finishing the highschool, I sometimes found myself thinking about purpose of life. To build a house, found a family and to have a 9 to 5 job so that I can sustain myself and...